These are the moments I need you Mikey..
Why did you leave..
Why did you do it?
Why can't I do it..?
I want to so badly..
Just be done with it all..
I can't..
I wish I could..
I want to be done with it all..
You left in the middle of your song..
Now we're all burdened with the questions..
What could have I done to stop you..
My life has forever been changed..
It's so much harder now..
My mask is breaking..
I can feel myself shaking..
Yet I can't bring myself to do it..
Who cares though?
They say they do..but I don't see it anymore..
They've tired of helping me..I'm sorry..
Are these the thoughts you had before you did it..
I see that you've only been trying to help..
I am sorry that I pushed you away..
I hope I'm not too late but you are my best friend
at least if you still want to endure that position
I know I need help..and I can't do it alone.
I'm not one of those strong people you think I am
I have been broken to much lately..and I can't stay up on my own
I need help, and I don't want to ask anymore..
You have helped me, thank you..
I'm not doing like I should
I'm sorry, help me..
Only if you want though..
Even though I might not see you as often as I like
but on each star of every night
I made a wish a wish of might that light the stars very bright
That one day one time of every million stars I wish I may see you
And wish to say to your face "I love you"
I wonder that very same thought do yo to.
so please don't hurt me...because an angel should never fall into darkness
Ever since you left almost three years ago, my world has slowly began to fall apart..
I'm losing everything I ever gained..I lost a lot of my friends..I only have a few..
Everything I see somehow reminds me of you..it only hurts..
I always feel like crying..I would be rite now..if I knew I wasn't being watched..
But I'm always being watched..I can never cry..people will see me break..
I'm perfect for everyone in there own way..I make them happy
That's my job now..since you left..I've made it my job to make everyone happy..
Since I failed you..I promise not to fail anyone else again...
I'm sorry I ruined it all by PosionedAngel, literature
Literature
I'm sorry I ruined it all
We had the most perfect love..
Never without a moments regret..
Then I got sick...and had to leave..
When I returned our life that we have built was destroyed..
We rebuilt it..though it was too late..
My soul was accursed and I brought yours down as well..
I'm sorry..I never meant to ruin our love..
Now our family must suffer for my mistakes..
I hope you never forget me..
No one will come close to touching my heart, mind and soul the way you have done..
I hope you keep my heart and keep it safe..I don't want it back..
I will forever love you..I will keep my promise until the time comes for me to go..
Our love is true, pure and rea
She was alwayys smiling around him..For a long time they flirted and giggled with each other..
Finally he got the nerve and asked her out..Now She had her heart boken before..by people she never expected it to be by.. So she wasn't stupid going into the relantionship..
She had a few walls up..to protect herself..but as time went on those walls began to fall. One by one..
She was falling in love..when she tried her best not too..They always tried to be calm with each other...She thought they were going to last together..as did everyone else..
She always tried denying the fact she was in love with him..but it w
Her voice sent chills down my spine...I couldn't let her know that the words that she spoke had this type of affect on me..
I was on the job...I couldn't do this...but my eyes decived me..and she knew it...
"I love you too" Came from my lips without my control. It was too late to turn back now..
I wasn't ready for it though..I just lost another and so quickly she comes to me..? Maybe I'm stuck in my dreams again..
Her eyes screamed fear..my heart was in my stomach..her touch on my skin made me feel alive..
...Do I stay or..do I leave before it gets serious...? Can I let it get se
Our first kiss..
it was different from the rest...
you made my skin get chills
made my heart skip a beat...
But..are you going to always be different from the rest?....
What if you decide I'm not enough for you anymore..
That I was your worst mistake...
But y
These are the moments I need you Mikey..
Why did you leave..
Why did you do it?
Why can't I do it..?
I want to so badly..
Just be done with it all..
I can't..
I wish I could..
I want to be done with it all..
You left in the middle of your song..
Now we're all burdened with the questions..
What could have I done to stop you..
My life has forever been changed..
It's so much harder now..
My mask is breaking..
I can feel myself shaking..
Yet I can't bring myself to do it..
Who cares though?
They say they do..but I don't see it anymore..
They've tired of helping me..I'm sorry..
Are these the thoughts you had before you did it..
I see that you've only been trying to help..
I am sorry that I pushed you away..
I hope I'm not too late but you are my best friend
at least if you still want to endure that position
I know I need help..and I can't do it alone.
I'm not one of those strong people you think I am
I have been broken to much lately..and I can't stay up on my own
I need help, and I don't want to ask anymore..
You have helped me, thank you..
I'm not doing like I should
I'm sorry, help me..
Only if you want though..
Even though I might not see you as often as I like
but on each star of every night
I made a wish a wish of might that light the stars very bright
That one day one time of every million stars I wish I may see you
And wish to say to your face "I love you"
I wonder that very same thought do yo to.
so please don't hurt me...because an angel should never fall into darkness
Ever since you left almost three years ago, my world has slowly began to fall apart..
I'm losing everything I ever gained..I lost a lot of my friends..I only have a few..
Everything I see somehow reminds me of you..it only hurts..
I always feel like crying..I would be rite now..if I knew I wasn't being watched..
But I'm always being watched..I can never cry..people will see me break..
I'm perfect for everyone in there own way..I make them happy
That's my job now..since you left..I've made it my job to make everyone happy..
Since I failed you..I promise not to fail anyone else again...
I'm sorry I ruined it all by PosionedAngel, literature
Literature
I'm sorry I ruined it all
We had the most perfect love..
Never without a moments regret..
Then I got sick...and had to leave..
When I returned our life that we have built was destroyed..
We rebuilt it..though it was too late..
My soul was accursed and I brought yours down as well..
I'm sorry..I never meant to ruin our love..
Now our family must suffer for my mistakes..
I hope you never forget me..
No one will come close to touching my heart, mind and soul the way you have done..
I hope you keep my heart and keep it safe..I don't want it back..
I will forever love you..I will keep my promise until the time comes for me to go..
Our love is true, pure and rea
She was alwayys smiling around him..For a long time they flirted and giggled with each other..
Finally he got the nerve and asked her out..Now She had her heart boken before..by people she never expected it to be by.. So she wasn't stupid going into the relantionship..
She had a few walls up..to protect herself..but as time went on those walls began to fall. One by one..
She was falling in love..when she tried her best not too..They always tried to be calm with each other...She thought they were going to last together..as did everyone else..
She always tried denying the fact she was in love with him..but it w
Her voice sent chills down my spine...I couldn't let her know that the words that she spoke had this type of affect on me..
I was on the job...I couldn't do this...but my eyes decived me..and she knew it...
"I love you too" Came from my lips without my control. It was too late to turn back now..
I wasn't ready for it though..I just lost another and so quickly she comes to me..? Maybe I'm stuck in my dreams again..
Her eyes screamed fear..my heart was in my stomach..her touch on my skin made me feel alive..
...Do I stay or..do I leave before it gets serious...? Can I let it get se
Our first kiss..
it was different from the rest...
you made my skin get chills
made my heart skip a beat...
But..are you going to always be different from the rest?....
What if you decide I'm not enough for you anymore..
That I was your worst mistake...
But y
I don't regret you,
I can't forget you,
If I could hold you close, right now
my bones would be ice, somehow
I'd just die in your arms,
twitching and moaning in pain, it's not you that's causing the harm,
I'm holding on so tight that it's all shattered,
glass of what was has now become powder,
I didn't want to forget what it was,
but I did, above all, I forgot love,
My chest runs cold, my toes and fingers numb,
killing me slower than the smoke in my lungs,
Slower than a toxin in the veins,
myocardial tissue decays,
This loneliness fills me faster than sleep deprivation,
but leaves me unable to move, not even the slightest inhala
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